My uncle abused me when I was 13
I was abused my uncle in my house when i was 13 ,while my parents and aunt were taking afternoon naps in there respective rooms. I was just sitting on the sofa and watching TV , when this man came and started touching me inappropriately. I always thought him to be a great man. Somebody i could look up to. I was too shocked to even move or shout for help. It went on till 10 mins, he kissed me forcefully and made me feel his dick. Its been 7 years now but I am still affected by it. In 2012 i told it to my mom and shockingly i got to know that man has harassed her when she was younger.
What disturbs me the most is not being able to speak up. Everytime he is around i have to act normal but inside i feel like shouting . I can't tell anyone because it will break our family. It will break his wife whom i love like anything. His wife, my aunt is a wonderful woman and this might just kIll her. For the sake of family i don't seek justice, but i surely want it.
I cannot break the family